So you know when you need to use the restroom and there is none around. You hold it very well. Not a problem. Until you see a bathroom and you are walking to it. The urgency then becomes, well.........Urgent.
This is kinda like that. One somewhat positive aspect of all my surgeries is that I am rarely, if ever, hungry. I seem to have lost that sensory. I still have cravings which keep me from becoming skinny, but keeping my weight down has not been too hard because I easily forget to eat. This might all change as more healing occurs.
Anyhoooo...............
Today (Thursday) I have to fast, and
grrrrr...........cleanse. I am having a
colonoscopy done early tomorrow. (Friday). This would be a big deal to lots of people. It is becoming routine for me. But can you tell me why, at only about 11:00 am, I am NOW so hungry I can't stand it? Not craving, but hunger. It's like your body just knows it can't have something so it is doing everything it can to have that something. I have been avoiding the food network, food blogs, and so on. But look at what I found while trying to find the picture of the
hydrangea above....................
My Mom's pies, and
Her flat chocolate cake.
I'M MELTING............................................................
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