I know! Three posts in one morning:) Not wanting to be a Debbie Downer here, but honesty is the best policy on this blog.
I slept last night. Would have rather been up all night. I wish I knew how to control my dreams. I don't. Dreams seem irrational for the most part, but sometimes it gives me insights on hidden thoughts and fears. I kept dreaming all night that my cancer was back and dreamt every scenario you could imagine. I kept waking up between dreams and would notice a catch or slight pain in my side and would think, *here it is, I have cancer in my side*. I then would go back to sleep, continue to dream, wake, feel another pain and imagine the worse.
Then I got up and for the second time in a week, I made the coffee but forgot to put the pot under the drip. What a mess! Before now, I have only done this a couple times in my life. So I continued my irrational thoughts and thought, *there it is, I have brain cancer*. This is about the time LL got up and I told him of my night, dreams and brain cancer. Well he knows how to deal with me and laughed and basically said my brain has never worked right and I have nothing to fear.
Thanks Honey..............I guess:)
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