Living an involuntary hermit's life. Working towards living a healthier, gluten-free, hopefully cancer free life with my 2 dogs, 3 chickens and loving family.



Living with intention

When stumbling through life isn't good enough anymore..... decide to be yourself and enjoy life, and pay attention to Gods gifts all around.

Friday, July 23, 2010

Well There Must Be A Good Reason



So you know when you need to use the restroom and there is none around. You hold it very well. Not a problem. Until you see a bathroom and you are walking to it. The urgency then becomes, well.........Urgent.

This is kinda like that. One somewhat positive aspect of all my surgeries is that I am rarely, if ever, hungry. I seem to have lost that sensory. I still have cravings which keep me from becoming skinny, but keeping my weight down has not been too hard because I easily forget to eat. This might all change as more healing occurs. Anyhoooo...............

Today (Thursday) I have to fast, and grrrrr...........cleanse. I am having a colonoscopy done early tomorrow. (Friday). This would be a big deal to lots of people. It is becoming routine for me. But can you tell me why, at only about 11:00 am, I am NOW so hungry I can't stand it? Not craving, but hunger. It's like your body just knows it can't have something so it is doing everything it can to have that something. I have been avoiding the food network, food blogs, and so on. But look at what I found while trying to find the picture of the hydrangea above....................


My Mom's pies, and



Her flat chocolate cake.

I'M MELTING............................................................

1 comment:

Renee said...

I hope you've been able to eat by now! That sucks!