When stumbling through life isn't good enough anymore..... decide to be yourself and enjoy life, and pay attention to Gods gifts all around.
Friday, July 23, 2010
Well There Must Be A Good Reason
So you know when you need to use the restroom and there is none around. You hold it very well. Not a problem. Until you see a bathroom and you are walking to it. The urgency then becomes, well.........Urgent.
This is kinda like that. One somewhat positive aspect of all my surgeries is that I am rarely, if ever, hungry. I seem to have lost that sensory. I still have cravings which keep me from becoming skinny, but keeping my weight down has not been too hard because I easily forget to eat. This might all change as more healing occurs. Anyhoooo...............
Today (Thursday) I have to fast, and grrrrr...........cleanse. I am having a colonoscopy done early tomorrow. (Friday). This would be a big deal to lots of people. It is becoming routine for me. But can you tell me why, at only about 11:00 am, I am NOW so hungry I can't stand it? Not craving, but hunger. It's like your body just knows it can't have something so it is doing everything it can to have that something. I have been avoiding the food network, food blogs, and so on. But look at what I found while trying to find the picture of the hydrangea above....................
Born in Oregon the 6th and last child of German/Irish catholic family. Married my highschool sweetheart 26 yrs ago. I have 3 children...My sons,K. who is 25, M. who is 23 also B. who is 19 and is my Daughter. I use to work with special needs children and adults, building supports so the world would make more since. Now I am recovering from cancer and hoping to live a long, happy and healthy life.